Paths

When everything is all said and done all the roads to take have been taken. when you know that you can do nothing to change what is in the past. when you have given up on everything that once meant so much to you. when it is all you can do to just keep going. when your dreams have been shoot down, disregarded and there is nothing left for you to do but give in and settle. Do you settle? take the easy way out and just go with what everyone said the you would soon end up being. stop trying for everything that meant anything to you and go with what everyone else wants you to be. or do you go your own way. the hard way. the way where you lose they people you once called friends the ones you once loved so dearly the ones who you thought would always be there. do you choose yourself over it all knowing that what you have to fight for is not only your own pride but your happiness? Do you stay and fight or take the easy way out.

how fast is change

it all seems so far way. those feelings that were so strong at one time now seem to all just fade away. all the pain and the sadness all those horrible thoughts that go though your head. everything that you thought you would never understand, the feelings that seemed as if they would never go way. looking at the faces and hearing the stories knowing those same feelings and how close it may have been to being you. thinking of people saying all those things about you. never being able to understand or change what had happened wondering if they could have changed something some may even blame them selfs. some may be lost and going crazy trying to find the answer when really they is not one. nothing would have changed it no feeling would make that feeling go away. the bottom line is you could do everything say all the right things and it might not ever make a diff. you just have to hope and pray that in the end you did something right.

to see a love that would last a life time is a joy in its self to be in the same room as such a thing is simply amazing.

Be the change you want to see in the world.

We all go about our lives, moving day to day. questioning, wondering, and worrying. Never knowing what will happen next, whats around the conner, who we will meet and the inpact they will have on our lives. You know ever what you might learn from someone. Someone you never knew could teach you anything, a young child showing love and happiness through the pain. People show that there is still good in this world every day. Even tho you might have to look a little harder then you would have in years past, it's still here. People help one another, holding a door, showing a smile, a friendly wave to a stranger, maybe even to see some one go out of there way to let some one know that some one is thinking about them. Do something nice for some one today. Does not matter if you have known them your whole life or if you have never seen them before. You never know what someone might be going through and you could just make there day.

puzzle pieces

people are a lot puzzle pieces, we all fit together to make a picture. we all have somethings in common, one side that may some what look like another. but sometimes the pieces does not always fit right where we want it to. the pieces may seem perfect for the other sometimes it might even fit. but even if the puzzle pieces fit together just fine, its not promised that you will have a pretty picture.

what would it take?

what would it take to be truely happy. just smiply bliss. no worries. no carries. just happy. to be ok with everything in your life. how you are the way you look at things. how people see you. the way you see them. to love everything about you. your hair. you body. your friends. your family. everything. to be happy with where you are in life. love your job and everything about it. to do what makes you happy to be able to do it. how much would it take to really be happy? do you try for happiness. do you look for it. or does it choose who gets to be happy. do you have a say in your happiness. now i say you cant always be happy things happen you lose poeple. you feel pain you hurt. but you do have a say in how you look at it. i dont care what it is everything has a silver lineing. every action has an equal and opposite reaction. what hurts you may help someone else. so how do you choose what to go with do you help yourself or someone else. do you do what is best for you or help the one that you love.

Quote of the Day

Go Confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined. ~Henry David Thoreau

Question of the week?

If you had to pick between doing something that hurt you and something that you know would help someone you love and care so much about in the long run, would you do what made you the happiest or what you knew was best for the one that you care so much about?....

play ground days

everyone should go back to the time when you never had a care in the world. when i did not matter what you were dresses like or who you were friends with. what you did for a living or what kind of house you live in. to when it did not matter if you were a different color or to tall or to short when everything was ok. now everyone spends so much time worrying about what to wear and who is ok to talk to and who is not. if some one has enough money to date or a nice enough house. now poeple dont take the time to get to know some one you just judge them right from the start. we all do it i myself judge as much as i try not to i do. but i believe you should take the time to get to know some one to hear their story before you just write them off under what ever you think they may be. you never know what that person has been through or might be going through. you dont know anything about them or where they have come from or what they have done. next time you meet someone dont think about anything when you 1st see them. stop. and let them talk ask them about their self and really get to know them. some one you might think could ever do anything for you may just change you life. go back to the play ground days where you just wanted to make new friends. start with a hello and go from there.

it amazes me how someone

it amazes me how someone so young who as been through so much pain, and can still find happiness in the smallest places.

Death

Death is not something we get to choose. We don't get to say when we will go or how. You never know when it is coming. It happens to everyone. Young, old, smart, dumb, sweet, mean, pretty, and ugly. Death doesn't care if you have something to do or someone to take care of, who you are leaving or what you are wearing, it just comes. No stopping it. The only way we can bet death is to live. Life your life everyday just for today just for every moment. Don't worry about tomorrow or yesterday... just have today.

Live Laugh Love

Never let your memories be bigger then your dreams. Always do what will make you the happiest and dont let anyone tell you what you can or cannot do. LIve your life for you. Dont let something or someone slow you down. No matter who you are everyone have have a shot at happiness. Go for the unknown and find new things in the world. Dont ever stop yourself from doing somthing because you are scared. Trust yourself and God. Know that he will not give you anything that you can not hanlde. Live your life to the fullest!

Quick Thought

I want to be able to not only see the world but see throught it. See the things that the normal eye looks past. To take a second to stop and really see everything for what it is worth and not just what everyone has made it to be.

hey jay

hey jay